i Hate the Acai Berries pills or whatever crap which keeps showing up in offline msn conversations. and somehow apparently my msn have been sending off these rubbish around too, and it sucks. who the hell invented or came up with viruses to infect computers anyway?? they sure have nothing better to do.
met up with the dancers again cause its our weekly routine on Mondayssss :D watched a movie I Love You, Man which turned out not fantastic but alright and quite funny at some parts. talked about camps and uni and stuff before the show and it seems like some of us are feeling really sian and nua about the whole upcoming university life and do not have the energy to really deal with it eg making new friends and being enthu etc etc, especially after being very enthu in hwachong already. this is the first time i realised that being enthu in hwachong, like about Apollo and MAD, can perhaps not be a very good thing after we leave the school. we end up missing all the things in school and the times when we were super high and enthusiastic and having fun, and we feel sad and deprived of joy cause we can no longer go back to the past, AND we dread moving on to the next phase of our lives. & the thought about signing up for all the uni camps (which NUS has like one million and one to choose from) is making me tired already. but yet there have been much talk abt how much fun the camps are and i really do not want to regret not going for any. like thinking back about college, i cannot imagine missing out on orientation
i would like my university life to be fun too. one that i'll miss and remember all the memories. and at this point in time, i wonder what i'll get after the 4 years.
I need a sense of fulfillment, rather desperately- i feel like im degrading and degenerating by the day into some useful piece of ..thing.
& I MISS MY CLASS, ALOT. :'(
